I GOT MY LICENSE!!!!!!   YAY!!!!!!!  I was sooo nervous but it was good, and actually very easy.  The guy that I had to drive around was such a sweet heart, so that was a relife because everyone always tells me what a jerk the driver people usually are.  I was only out on the road for like 5 minutes or so, it was quick.  He didn't make me K-Turn, which I was surprised about, but I did have to back park, which I did succesfully, but he said I didn't put my signal on when I back parked, I didn't even know you had to do that when you back park, so I was just acting like I forgot, but he still passed me and stuff.  Oh yeah, it was sprinkling slightly I had my head lights on which was good he said, BUT I forgot to put my stupid wind shield whipers on, haha I felt so stupid, but I did good and I was happy.  Ohh and on the multiple choice part of the test, I only got one wrong, the questions were so easy, they were all from the DMV website.  The one that I got wrong was asking if you are in a line of parked cars on the side of the road, and you want to pull off into heavy traffic what do you do, and the two choices that I was confuessed by were, ethier A. You signal your hand out the window and you put your signal light on on the car, or your just put your signal light on, on the car, and I chose only the signal light one because I figured they said heavy traffic that would be dangerous to put your hand out the window, but I was wrong...but it's cool....Soooo NOWWWW One more week until I get my car!!!!!

P.S. My hair is now dark brown, looks black but it isnt, I think I like the honey brown better on me though, oh well, too late now.  Still look cute lol.

Woooo!!  3 More days until the DL test!!  Can't wait....Anyway...

I think I am going to get my hair dyed back to dark brown, or maybe just it's natural brown color, this honey color is too much to maintain, as far as cash goes, and I refuse to get my hair done out of a box, alot of the time it looks cheap and washed out when done like that. 

  I'm extra excited to get this semester started, I don't know why....maybe I'm just a dork.  I like school haha. 

Getting into the habit of working out everday is not as easy as I thought it would be.  I was supposed to start getting up every morning and go for a run/walk for an hour every day except Sundays..but the catch being I was going to start trying to get into the habit of waking up at 6AM, so that way I could just go back to sleep and go about my day, instead of going to the gym at 8PM and then getting all sleepy or whatever, and it would also work out well when I get back to UNCG, since I will only be having classes on Tuesdays and Thursdays,(yes I am still a full time student, I will be having classes all day on Tues and Thurs though) and I will be working Monday-Friday, and the weekends are reserved for my boyfriend and friends.  Hmm it's going to be a busy semester.  Nothing will get in the way of my goal of straight A's this semester. 

Okay, yes I am still in the dilemma of which car to choose.  The Mercedes is beautiful but my brother told me that paying the taxes on that car is going to be rediculous...So should I still with my Audi then...Jay also said that if I ever needed something fixed on the Audi or a part that he would be able to fix it and give me the parts for free, since he works on Foreign cars or whatever he has the hook up with Audi's though.  Maybe I will just stick with the Audi...it's nice too. That's the exact car from the dealership.  I think I'm going to add some tints to the window though, I think it will make the car look even prettier.  It's obviously no Mercedes-Benz though.  We'll see.

   Hmm..I'm getting excited to see my boyfriend.  Only like a week and a half left until I see my baby...and I know every time I see him I'm going to be anxious about the ring haha.

Let me try to make this super quick...first, Traci thanks SO much for telling me how to back park, I went driving with my brother today, and on my first try I got it!!!  I was SO excited, because the last time I tried I was NO where near getting it, and I thought I was surely going to fale, but that trick is deffinitely fail proof haha, I love it!! 

   Anyway Im changing my option of which car to get again, I KNOW I'm indecisive, but this car is nice also..but the main thing is I wont be able to transfer my Licence to NC because I'm not a resident of the state, I just go to school there so they wont let me, so I need to get a car up here.  My baby and I are going to catch a flight up here the weekend of the week school starts and drive back down here....but it will be a wonderful chance for him to finally meet my family and stuff and see where I come from for once, so Im very excited about that, since I know his plans are to propose to me whenever that may be, I would want him to meet my family before I say yes to that. 

  I also don't think he would mind driving a 2001 Mercedes-Benz back to NC haha.  Well I gotta go...have a wonderful New Years!!!

-Dee-

Ugh, oh Merry Christmas first and foremost..

But anyway I'm deffinitely ready to LEAVE CT, my mom is frustrating me and I really am reminded of all the reasons why I left in the first place.

   Well its been about two weeks, and now not seeing my Boo is starting to catch up with me, I miss him so much...I know I'm going to see him in three weeks, this is really going to be the longest I have not seen him.  We talk every day and every night on the phone though, and honestly I havn't missed him much, but like I said it's all catching up to me now, but hey, when I do see him I know I'm going to be SO happy....I feel like shopping...but I'm broke...Until I get my car and get a job...hopefully I can get one at a restaurant....Like Hooters, haha B does not want me working at at all, but I heard they get tipped really well.  But if not hooters, maybe Chili's or TGI Fridays, or I wouldn't mind getting a job with my friend Ley at Kirklands. 

     I've been a little stressed out lately...I've had so much on my mind and I feel like I'm getting ahead of myself....I mean I know I shouldn't even be stressed out, but it's stress mixed with excitement and nervousness....There are so many things I want NOW, but can't have until my near future.  For instance, I feel like it is baby season or something....And NO, I don't want a child, ever...but I want a Baby Puppy...a Pomeranian to be more specific.  B said he would buy one for me when we get our apartment this summer.  I've been wanting a doggie for a while now, but my best friend just got a puppy and it's making me want one even more right now.  It truly is her little baby....I don't know I'm just a big animal lover in general though...I mean I've been looking at puppy clothes for my wifey's baby and little carrier bags that are soo cute.    There is a picture of the puppy that I want up there. 

         The other thing is, my lisence appointment is in a week and 5 days, and I'm SO nervous.  My mom is not really putting forth the effort to teach me, and when I try to get her to help me, she will say she's tired or has something to do.   I still am in dire need to learn how to back park, because in wonderful CT it's a must for the test.  .  At least we only get 16 questions of which we only need to get 12 correct.  That is the positive side because I have been studying the manuel like crazy.  The K turn also known as the three point turn will be easy so I'm not worried about that ethier and I'm also very good on the road, although I do tend to get a little nervous around busy intersections. 

       I'm also getting a different car, mainly because my family does not want me driving down to North Carolina, but I was actually going to have my boyfriend bring me haha, but now I am purchasing an 2001 Mitsubishi Eclypse Spyder Convertible, in the color Pearl White..it's even prettier then the one I was going to get so I'm actually happy that my family demanded that I get my car down south...There is a pic of the car also on here.

    I'm not speaking to my dad anymore, because he cused at me for a good two minutes while trying to show off in front of his trashy trailer parkish wife, to show he has some sort of control or something and he has yet to apologize to me.  I was really hurt I was crying and everything, hysterically because I could not believe he would speak to his own daughter like that....it was so disgusting and disrespectful.  Well I hope he and his trash are happy..

   Oh....and there is also a sneak peak of the ring B is getting for me. .